5.

I  was  really  broken.Can't  imagine the shame my parents are confronting!

It pains me that they don't show it outside.

On my part, my strength was failing too..Though I didn't realize first.

I couldn't feel my heart , just felt that there was something heavy.

I  felt deaf. I lost all sanity.

It was today that I was completely torn.

If it goes on , then I'll have to be invisible forever.........

4.

Finally , all the waiting came to an end.
My fate was decided.
Yes, fate has introduced me to my career.
Good or Bad?? I don't know!
Anyway it all happened  twisting and turning like a brook;finally met the sea.

 First when I heard it, I was shattered
.Two days long ,I cried. All the enemies around me ,laughed at my fall.

I felt sorry for my family.
I felt sorry for myself .

But there was no use of it now.
It was all chosen by me..

After  all this, I thought :why not see the positive side?